ya I would never be able to do that lol. Every time i'm on the road and I see a cop, I just think to myself, "wow go get a fuckin life", they park on the side of the road just waiting to pull someone over and fuck up there day. I guess we need cops but idk they just piss me off. About a month ago, I got into some bs with some asshole cops, they harassed me, my little brother and sister, talking about theyre "gonna put me away for as long as they can cuz I punched some 14 year old kid" (I drove past an incident like 5 minutes prior and some people just decided to point the finger). That's the short story but it was just BS, it got me real heated when they knocked on my sisters window, she opened the door and they slammed it closed on her arm... ight im not gonna get into the police stories now
BTW, don't look for a "secure" job, it will keep you "just getting by" the rest of your life. Open a business or something so you can make dough