At this point I find it sad that there are ideas flowing through my mind, everytime in line with the passing seconds of each day.
I cant aim for the skies, cause theres no fuel there to jet propel to the stars,
unknown destinations.
at this moment my expectations, are held strong through the beating will of my heart
So I stay courageous, even though my sword too dull, its outrageous
from too many battles and too many ,,,,, tragic scenes.
still I stand, here I am
battered and bruised, still i choose
to walk the rocky roads, barefooted
a long the side of the road, i see many, laughing as they thoughts progress,
they say Krzy why do you what do you,
they say Krzy choose another path where its easy.
still i press on,
to see where this, my love takes me,
whether it'd be teaching sunday school in the church corner
or humming to tune of the ice cream parlor.
music i'll follow, wherever you take me,
wherever you want me.
Just a likkle sommin, sommin, LOL.
But at this point, I cant see myself at the point of excellence, there are too many obstacles that hinder the meesages in mind. I cant afford the equipments I need, at this time. So, sometimes I feel like giving up, cuz what I am using now (Fl Studio) is not enough for a dreamer. It hurts that I cant progress no farther than I am now. Its like I know how to make my self better and better, but keep taking steps back because the resources aren't there. So at this time I think I'd fairly grade myself 6.5\10 because I haven't learned yet to play an instrument nor have I produced an artiste album.
In the future, I dream of many things: I hope to reinvent Dancehall and reinterate the skills of Jamaican producers to the Hip Hop scene. And I hope to establish a way that reggae artiste can get more shine and recognition for the work they do. I also hope to produce a show like Rap City Tha Bassment, featuring the going-ons of the Dancehall scene, the latest dances and songs, and with each episode I hope to teach the world a little bit abot our diverse culture, so that when they listen they can relate. And my biggest project I hope to do, life-sparing: Bob Marley, autobiography to the big screen a movie of his life and his journey to the end. But these are only dreams and wishes.
Krzy K.