I used to be one of the biggest heads i knew. I used to do weed, salvia, and coke. And i been to i forget what you call it but they try to help you quit. And all that.
I just did coke so i had more confidence, it wasnt beat related. It was just somethin i was doin. I did salvia to trip out. And i did weed every day for my beats. But one time when i was sober, chillin with the people i chill with, i see that theyre gonna be doin this shit til they die, and im gonna be here with them. SO i really re-thought about how much worth it, it was really to do drugs. Coke would kill me if i kept it up, and i might get too lazy to try and have a music career if i keep smokin weed. So last september i quit everything, just to see if i could do it. To see that i wasnt addicted and to see if i was capable of stopping in order to accomplish it.
And it worked. Its been hard but i havent smoked for 5 months. I still got some of the side-effects from weed, like bein in the middle of somethin and i just forget what im doing, and ill be standin there for 5 minutes tryin to remember what im doin. Or lack of oxygen getting to the lungs, and i have trouble breathin in badly-ventilated spots.
I dont really need shit no more to make my music, and i do my music fine without it. And probly in a couple years or somethin ill go back to weed once in a while, but i aint gonna be a head again.
And P Gyal, you never done anythin before, then i suggest not to even try it. Cuz even one time could get you wantin more.