2day is one of them days – call it negative, lack of faith or just ultra realistic but 2day I can honestly say I don’t think I’m gonna make it! And the serious thing is I aint just talking about hip-hop and production I’m talking about life general – period that’s fucked up.
I’m not at uni anymore I aint got hella free time to sit around and make beats and dream about all the shit I wanna do, all I do is wake up jump on the train go to a 9 to 5 full of peeps I don’t relate to and don’t give a fuck about than go home tired.
Wild out a bit and get high on the weekend than go and do it all over again. I only started working a proper full time job in January of this year and I’m fed up already.
Now that shit can inspire u to do work harder and diversify more to escape the 9 to 5 but 2day that shit got the best of me.
Why am I writing this? I don’t know however this feeling gives me something to rap about but even rap aint enuff. Life is should be more than just work and more than just hip-hop and the answer aint religion so whats next?
U know who I envy cats like hiero and living legends cause they both tight crews of like minded individuals all progressing making moves doing shit without waiting for a label just dropping albums travelling and rocking mics.
I live in London Uk hip hop is ignored by many and that’s cool but I seem to find myself amongst the wrong people I mean some of my peeps aint hip hop at all and that’s cool but the one that are just sit around and write rhymes at home plus talk about how great they are instead of having a do for self mentality to get things done.
So I’m on some lone wolverine marine biologist type shit, which don’t help at times like this.
But yo if u read all this bullshit I just wrote and ur thinking wtf here is the
QUESTION: What if u don’t make it in hip hop? As producer/label owner/emcee nothing what will u do? Can u deal with the fact that in theory u may neva achieve what u set out to do in the game?
Do u sometimes feel the time and energy and money u put into hip-hop could be better spent?
If u neva think on any of this shit fuck it than peace out
I’m not at uni anymore I aint got hella free time to sit around and make beats and dream about all the shit I wanna do, all I do is wake up jump on the train go to a 9 to 5 full of peeps I don’t relate to and don’t give a fuck about than go home tired.
Wild out a bit and get high on the weekend than go and do it all over again. I only started working a proper full time job in January of this year and I’m fed up already.
Now that shit can inspire u to do work harder and diversify more to escape the 9 to 5 but 2day that shit got the best of me.
Why am I writing this? I don’t know however this feeling gives me something to rap about but even rap aint enuff. Life is should be more than just work and more than just hip-hop and the answer aint religion so whats next?
U know who I envy cats like hiero and living legends cause they both tight crews of like minded individuals all progressing making moves doing shit without waiting for a label just dropping albums travelling and rocking mics.
I live in London Uk hip hop is ignored by many and that’s cool but I seem to find myself amongst the wrong people I mean some of my peeps aint hip hop at all and that’s cool but the one that are just sit around and write rhymes at home plus talk about how great they are instead of having a do for self mentality to get things done.
So I’m on some lone wolverine marine biologist type shit, which don’t help at times like this.
But yo if u read all this bullshit I just wrote and ur thinking wtf here is the
QUESTION: What if u don’t make it in hip hop? As producer/label owner/emcee nothing what will u do? Can u deal with the fact that in theory u may neva achieve what u set out to do in the game?
Do u sometimes feel the time and energy and money u put into hip-hop could be better spent?
If u neva think on any of this shit fuck it than peace out
