ok well meeting 2 came and went
this is getting... i dunno
im part frustrated and part excited
this dudes job is to be criticial and i get that. he likes these beats but wants things tweaked and added and removed....and im cool with that. however, he has been askin me to remove pieces that make the beat what it is- one beat has some seriously dramatic strings on the hook that MAKE the hook what it is.... its the part that stands out, the catchy part, the HOOK. he wants the turned down in the mix. ok fine.... "the shining"- my lone beat this victory-has been cleaned up dramatically. he wants the strings in the verse gone.... those are vital to the beat... he says too many strings. ok fine.. the problem here is that strings are an essential part of my sound...... sometimes they dominate, sometimes they accent whats already there... but hes usually telling me to remove them all together. thus far he has only told me to remove them from one track where i felt it was the right move. its cool, im not complaining here just venting.
plus, he wants certain beats to be "the same, only grimier". he said it about one of my grimiest..... so i said, "basically.... you want me to drop some evil shit" he said EXACTLY. so i said, "im going to go study my alchemist instrumentals" he said, "exactly- just dont get too caught up that you arent doing you." that was a major relief.
now he also wants an 808 under EVERYTHING it seems..... he wants that thump, which is cool- but my basslines are another trademark. i am usually told that my basslines are catchy and memorable. i agree with that, i think thats a strong point of mine. thing is i have had little success combining an 808 with bass layered over each other without it getting muddy. so if anyone has tips for that, id appreciate it. he says "man in the club or the ridee, people want that shit to bump".. he wants mixes altered, organs to dominate the mix more, etc... which would be fine if we were listening in quality speakers, but my shitty old stock car speakers sound horrible. the kicks are punchy, the snares are punchy. the bass is thick.. everything is reasonably well mixed. ONE track has a shoddy mix that i would redo-and thats really due only to two things in the track, and one part that needs to be removed alltogether.
hes not trying to change my steeze at all, so thats a plus..... and if i am choosing to go this route to discovery, well then this is part of the deal, learning how to give these dudes EXACTLY what they want. its great for growth and i expect to be up a few notches in terms of skill and developing a critical ear even moreso because of it.
the most encouraging thing though, is he said... during the grimey conversation- "your good, i'll tell you that much. it aint like these arent dope. now its just minor things. i think your holding back. why are you holding back? man it feels like you are holding back. im giving you a chance here, you cant be holding back" also, he said hes been through 60 demo tapes worth of hot garbage... and found 2 that are nice. he asked me to bring him these beats back with the said changes and whatever else i want him to hear. thats meeting three, and hes been putting in a lot of time scouting lately, so if hes asking me back for a third go round, then i assume i am one fo the two... or at the very least coming up on three. i cant see dude waisting his time like that if he didnt think i had something to bring to the table.
so now....... basically i guess i got to start hittin me some homeruns. apparantly im hittin doubles and triples, but he thinks i am not swinging for the fences like i should be. that analogy make sense? i got to figure out how to go up a few levels. this is an oppurtunity taht most people dont get-remember, i have HIS number. i have two weeks till the next one. i plan on making the absolute best of that time, and hopefully i can make this meeting the one that says "ok its time for a meeting at the office"
anyhow thats the latest.