Cold Truth
IllMuzik Moderator
we have no cause. is bush the best we got? dont we have anything better then a bunch of tired cliches to motivate us? is the constant lamenting of the obviously sordid state of hip hop both as music and culture the best we can rail against?
he fight for nothing in our music. we have poverty and destruction in our own backyards, and the best we blame ur local, state, and national governments all the while neglecting the power we each hold within the various gifts we have been given. we think we can make changes by voting... we foolishly believe that our power lies in ballots bearing the name sof people who would forget our own the second the last syllable was spoken. we think change takes place in government buildings and on sidewalk filled with people marching and chanting... holding up signs and wearing tee shirts decrying our causes.
what good does your music, your education, or your life experience do the world you live in? are people around yuo better off for your presence? who cares if we go platinum! does it really matter ho many cats dig your song, ho many spins it gets, or how many ladies jck now that you've arrived? what kind of PERSN are yu? des yur art REALLY reflect yur life? hen was the last time yu fed a hungry person? when was the last time yu sacrificed money out of your own pocket so that that kid up the street can have a nice pair of shoes? who benefits from your existance?
iv ebeen REAL depressed the last month. i had a "great" job that was supposed to help me do some big things, and in the end i got screwed. suffice it t say that a the cliched traw that broke an already eary back, and the last month has been more f the same emotional reckage that permeated the last year......well.. my entire life really...and its taken me aaaaaaay longer then usual to snap out of it
and you know what? its alot of things i need to make sure im doing right outside of this music. utside of making money and finding a good job. im talking little sthings that go a long ay in turning a decent human being int a veritable saint. i'm talking abut being cncious of how the things i d affect the lives of others. isnt that the general ideal so many of us romanticize abuot in our music? ho many of us actually do that? ho many of us use our positions in life as a mean to help someone else up the ladder? how many f us are concius and there to support friends ho may be depressed, ho many of us show cnsistant kindness to total strangers?
it took everal thing to ake me up and get me back on the right trail.
1. the suicide of 3rd i, a girl from okayplayer. i realized that i asnt too far off frm here she was. i as certainly dead inside.
2. the 2 pms i gt from a cat that i dont kno telling me he was praying for me
3. the face of a stripper. she looked exactly like my recently deceased "second mom". it reminded me of how this women lived her life for the betterment of thse around her right up to the bitter end. stopped me dead in my tracks.
4. a close friend and former/potentially once again love interest who is going through a similarly emtional time and then gets into a bad car accident
man, life is too short to be deprsed. its to fleeting to STAY that way, at any rate. yuo have to fight back. life-REAL life-is much to precious t lose sight of within something as powerful as the music so many of us profess to love and create.
i dont care what realm of your life its in, work, play, hobby, whatever... remember that yur life her aint worth a damn unless its there hlp heal the world around you. every last one of us has the power to make a real difference, be it a talk with someone who needs an ear, be it buying somebody a hot meal, coping some school supplies for thse kids whose family either cant or wont d it, and generally just being an unselfish person. if you are an artist, if yu are in school, whatever yur long term life and career goals may be, remember that these are the things that are most important in the long run.
he fight for nothing in our music. we have poverty and destruction in our own backyards, and the best we blame ur local, state, and national governments all the while neglecting the power we each hold within the various gifts we have been given. we think we can make changes by voting... we foolishly believe that our power lies in ballots bearing the name sof people who would forget our own the second the last syllable was spoken. we think change takes place in government buildings and on sidewalk filled with people marching and chanting... holding up signs and wearing tee shirts decrying our causes.
what good does your music, your education, or your life experience do the world you live in? are people around yuo better off for your presence? who cares if we go platinum! does it really matter ho many cats dig your song, ho many spins it gets, or how many ladies jck now that you've arrived? what kind of PERSN are yu? des yur art REALLY reflect yur life? hen was the last time yu fed a hungry person? when was the last time yu sacrificed money out of your own pocket so that that kid up the street can have a nice pair of shoes? who benefits from your existance?
iv ebeen REAL depressed the last month. i had a "great" job that was supposed to help me do some big things, and in the end i got screwed. suffice it t say that a the cliched traw that broke an already eary back, and the last month has been more f the same emotional reckage that permeated the last year......well.. my entire life really...and its taken me aaaaaaay longer then usual to snap out of it
and you know what? its alot of things i need to make sure im doing right outside of this music. utside of making money and finding a good job. im talking little sthings that go a long ay in turning a decent human being int a veritable saint. i'm talking abut being cncious of how the things i d affect the lives of others. isnt that the general ideal so many of us romanticize abuot in our music? ho many of us actually do that? ho many of us use our positions in life as a mean to help someone else up the ladder? how many f us are concius and there to support friends ho may be depressed, ho many of us show cnsistant kindness to total strangers?
it took everal thing to ake me up and get me back on the right trail.
1. the suicide of 3rd i, a girl from okayplayer. i realized that i asnt too far off frm here she was. i as certainly dead inside.
2. the 2 pms i gt from a cat that i dont kno telling me he was praying for me
3. the face of a stripper. she looked exactly like my recently deceased "second mom". it reminded me of how this women lived her life for the betterment of thse around her right up to the bitter end. stopped me dead in my tracks.
4. a close friend and former/potentially once again love interest who is going through a similarly emtional time and then gets into a bad car accident
man, life is too short to be deprsed. its to fleeting to STAY that way, at any rate. yuo have to fight back. life-REAL life-is much to precious t lose sight of within something as powerful as the music so many of us profess to love and create.
i dont care what realm of your life its in, work, play, hobby, whatever... remember that yur life her aint worth a damn unless its there hlp heal the world around you. every last one of us has the power to make a real difference, be it a talk with someone who needs an ear, be it buying somebody a hot meal, coping some school supplies for thse kids whose family either cant or wont d it, and generally just being an unselfish person. if you are an artist, if yu are in school, whatever yur long term life and career goals may be, remember that these are the things that are most important in the long run.