Just need to vent a little bit, you can read it or not just need to get some stuff off my chest, I guess.
I work 50 hour weeks while going to college full time, paying for my own rent, insurance, tuition, bills, etc.
Got into a car accident last month, couldnt afford to fix the damage, so im barely making it around
I found out that management at my job has been low key spreading rumors and talking shit about me saying that i'm not performing as well as I used to (even tho that is not the case and in fact i'm making the company more money by at least $100,000 a month)
This past friday, my job decided that they didn't want to pay me for an entire weeks work so my check was mad skinny. I'm living paycheck to paycheck so this was unacceptable, US Payroll promised the situation would be resolved by end of day... by 4:30pm all the management and HR had dissapeared...
To top it off, i got in a major accident today, smashing in my whole front in, deploying both airbags and breaking my hand (dunno the extent of the rest of the pain until i get xrayed)
the cause of the accident? a warped rotor that was caused by the FIRST accident.
so now i'm out of commision for a while, don't know how i'm gonna get to and from work and school, and yay its christmas season... perfect timing.
My mom calls tells me that her car is also fucked and that she may need some money, and my grandpa had siezures 5 nights in a row, and once while driving causing him to be involved in a major accident, fortunately he survived.
...............what next?
Its an everyday struggle...dont worry though, when a man is down only place he can go is up. Stay strong because surviving these kind of obstacles only builds your character.