Life is a Low Class Bitch

[Sanova]

Just need to vent a little bit, you can read it or not just need to get some stuff off my chest, I guess.

I work 50 hour weeks while going to college full time, paying for my own rent, insurance, tuition, bills, etc.
Got into a car accident last month, couldnt afford to fix the damage, so im barely making it around

I found out that management at my job has been low key spreading rumors and talking shit about me saying that i'm not performing as well as I used to (even tho that is not the case and in fact i'm making the company more money by at least $100,000 a month)

This past friday, my job decided that they didn't want to pay me for an entire weeks work so my check was mad skinny. I'm living paycheck to paycheck so this was unacceptable, US Payroll promised the situation would be resolved by end of day... by 4:30pm all the management and HR had dissapeared...

To top it off, i got in a major accident today, smashing in my whole front in, deploying both airbags and breaking my hand (dunno the extent of the rest of the pain until i get xrayed)

the cause of the accident? a warped rotor that was caused by the FIRST accident.

so now i'm out of commision for a while, don't know how i'm gonna get to and from work and school, and yay its christmas season... perfect timing.

My mom calls tells me that her car is also fucked and that she may need some money, and my grandpa had siezures 5 nights in a row, and once while driving causing him to be involved in a major accident, fortunately he survived.





...............what next?

 

[Guevara]

DAMN SON. THEY SAY EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. WHEN U DOWN U CANT GO NOWHERE BUT UP.HOLD YA HEAD MY NIG.Che

 

[718]

damn bro alotta shit to deal with at once, way to much, but i feel u wit bein at the bottem and everything, my mom supports 4 kids on her own wit no child support, in a 2 bedroom apt, all i can say is keep doin watchu doin i checked ya shit out u got a talent wit music, might be able to go somewhere wit that, new shit comes out on the radio every day, and u betta hope that hand heals fast .... be safe bro

 

[Kontents]

Sanova your a strong person and I know that you will get out of this one. Stay up fam

 

[afriquedeluxe]

shit man, thats alotta stuff. But if you can get through it, there aint nothing that can keep you back man.

 

[H&R]

I feel ya pain man ... We all hit the ditches from time 2 time and seems like we can
never dig our way outt ... Keep ya head above the water man you'll pull thru !

 

[Sanova]

preciate the words from you all

illmuzik family

 

[J Rilla]

Whatever u need homey...if i got it i will help u out....keep ya head up and holler at me

 

[Agent Smith]

like i told you via text...you're in my prayers
i learned how debilitating car accidents can be on so many levels...think of it as spiritual weight lifting.
stay up.

 

[Fade]

That's a lot of shit, but it's true - everything happens for a reason! Keep your head up and eventually this will be behind you.

P.S. Is your broken hand the one you use to jack off? You'll just have to adapt....

 

[dacalion]

Hey Sanova, I've seen these scenario's several times, been there done that. This is a very trying time for you but like Guevara and Fade quoted everything happens for a reason and I know the reason...The reason is because you are on the right track, something good is going to come from all that you're going through. They also say "what don't kill you also makes you stronger". So remember what I'm tellin you...something good is coming your way, even if you don't see nothing but things get back to normal, you will be a stronger person. Literally start every day with the expectation that you will overcome any adversity you face and before you know it, it will be so.

Keep grinding, keep grinding, keep grinding

MOF

 

[Lazy Eyes]

Damn son, i really feel your pain! Keep your head up... And truely feel for you on the family stress man! Heads up..

 

[Relic]

Fuckin Dacalion---said everything I was gonna!!! lol

Go back and read what he wrote , thats what I was on..
For real though man keep ya head up, got to keep pushing it forward!

 

[Ash Holmz]

ey man .. stay up .. think positive.. co sign to what dac said... when life throws you a punch throw a haymaker back at the bitch.

 

[7thangel]

stay strong

 

[2GooD Productions]

Shit like that makes us stronger mentally, its a matter of having to just deal with that shit and get out at the other end. Stay strong minded and you will get thru it. I wish you better luck for the new year.

 

[Sanova]

Yea, good advice i read and absorbed all the knowledge in this thread, thanks to you all for taking the time out to even read what I had to say, let alone respond. Hopefully I am on the right track, i would say theres nowhere left to go but up, but everytime i think that, i seem to go down a little further - dunno what thats about.

@ fade: yea its that hand so I'm extra pissed! =]

 

[dahkter]

take a step back, go somewhere quiet, and just clear your head, break it down to the most key components, regroup, and work it out.
Tough times, I feel for you, sometimes it's just fucking brutal.
Stay up, you got people out there looking out for you, just keep doing your thing to the best of your abilities...

 

[wizard]

thats how life is sometimes its like a roller coaster ride
u can ride it and have fun wit no hands or u can ride it and have fun while u hold on with both hands!!!
damm fam i hope it all gets better!!!
stayup!

 

[Cleverwon]

What doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

You'll get through this and grow as a person.

I'll keep you in my thoughts kid.