That was just a quick description theres a lot more but I'm too lazy to type anymore about it
I hear you bro.
I shortened my story so I wouldn't type up a whole novel. Your experience sounded funny. That part about laughing for no reason... that sh*t is real. When we started laughing, we could not stop. We laughed just from hearing someone else trying not to laugh. Kinda like this:
Its possible to lose control, like ur acting without thinking. and even if u do realize its an illusion, u'll still get tripped out the moment it happens. maybe you'll enjoy it tho cuz u'll know for a fact its an illusion. ANYWAY fuck i have a midterm in 5 hours. peace
That's what I am wondering, LOL.
When I was in high school and college, I never fuct with anything, drink or smoke. But when I got out and was living, getting a pay check and just experiencing the world, that was when I started experimenting. I actually tried smoking because I wanted to see if it enhanced the creative process. Maybe for some, but all it did for me was make me want to eat more and sit around and laugh.
I used to make fun of my boys for camping because it sounded like some Brokeback Mountain sh*t. A few dudes, no chicks, for a whole weekend? No thanks. I mean, I am all for a trip to the lake for some fishing. But a whole weekend in nothing but the forest? I am not a city kid. I grew up on a farm riding tractors and growing crops and all that sh*t so roughing it is no problem. But, a whole weekend with a bunch of dudes was kinda extreme to me. But it ended up being one of the best things I have ever done. The whole experience is fun on a primal level. You pick a spot. And then set up shop. Build your tent. Get unpacked and set up everything you need. Everyone gets their own tent and space. Then you gather as much sh*t to burn as possible. Then you cook some food. After you eat, sit back, relax, get blazed and then listen to some hip hop. And then after a while, you just want to listen to the forest, watch the fire and completely just detach from stress.
Well after knowing what it was like to smoke, I was really curious to see what was up with shrooms. I will never try anything synthetic. I'm talking meth, coke, whatever. But weed and shrooms, no big deal. Cigars was what lead me to other forms of smoking. I didn't know cigars did damage, but after a few poker games, I learned that cigars will get you hurt and you don't even breath that in.
So I guess I was wondering what the deal with Salvia was. Because that is strange to see something hit you so hard but you come back within minutes. And while you are gone, how gone are you?
Because when I get drunk, I know I'm drunk. Fully aware. I refuse to drive. I know I am smashed and I just enjoy being drunk. Same thing with weed. I know I am high. I don't go driving. I don't leave the house. All I do is laugh and eat bad food. And when I shroom, I know I am shrooming. So I am not going to let my mind fool me. I would see things in the distance and think, whoa, what the fuck is that? But then I would realize that I am just tripping because I am tripping off shrooms and just laugh it off. If anything, I would try to embrace the whole feeling and experience. Kinda like lucid dreaming.
We made tea out of it and sweetened it with honey. The morning we drive back home, I was in the back seat so I went hard. I drank a grip of tea and ate a lot of the pulp. Everybody was concerned that I would trip really hard. But all I did was stare into the forest as we drove home and I felt like I was flying literally. I was able to focus my vision ate a certain depth, like 30 yards into the forest, and the trees in the foreground whipping by me made me feel like I was outside of the truck.
BUT.......... this salvia sh*t is weird to me. Because the guys in the videos are aware enough to recognize the world around them, but not conscious enough to know how to interact with it. Specifically, you see the door and you know how to open it to try to leave, but you don't know what the hell you are doing? You acknowledge your friends when they call you by name, but you can't answer their questions?
Except for the skitzo in the video. He just went fukn crazy. He lost total control.
I don't want to lose control.
I want to enhance my experience.