You can't think that it was a mistake, there could possibly something in the cards for you that will make you happy, and that doesn't necessarily mean rich...You could always make the most and see the potential in each situation. Maybe you just have to look deeper into it.. Everything happens for a reason...Maybe an architectual career would've gotten you paid...but you wouldn't have been making the dope shit you have. Maybe you'd find a career doing something you'd enjoy more. Just remember to see the positive in everything that seems negative
S.d.Relic Man..that story is probably told a million times a day.... but it's so relevant...
Dont get me wrong, I dont regret my past, because it made me what I am today.
I made a point of saying it was my own fault because I dont blame anybody for the way things have turned out.
I was a stupid naive kid who thought he knew it all, and found I didnt.
If I had gone down that path then I doubt music would have become the passion it is now.
And to be honest, I really dont know what Id do without my love of music.
Hiphop has kept me grounded to the reality that no matter how bad Ive had it, others have had it a damn sight harder than me.
I have had success in life, I have fathered 3 beautiful children that I love with all my heart(even if I dont get to see them), I have held the same job for 5 years(a serious acheivement for me), and I have managed to develop my musical ability into something Im very proud of.
My goals for the future have changed from making a full time career out of music(its looking harder all the time), into contributing back into the art that has given me so much enjoyment for most of my life, whether I get paid for it or not.
I dont want fame and fortune, I just want a pension and to enjoy my career, and get enough respect within the industry to get my most respected artists on my tracks. Thats all I ask, that could be asking too much, but Im enjoying working on it.
everyone regrets certain decisions they have made in life. Its the ability to move on and progress that separates the has-been from the will-be.
Word, the bad experiences in life have only ever made me a stronger person.
More determined, and also more empathic to the problems of others.