Do for love

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Craig Gantt

Microphone Violator
ill o.g.
I was just settin here listenin to that R U Still down cd and I was thinkin and started reminiscen on this girl I used to know so I was thinkin I could make a thread about relationship war stories I know we all got them so whats been up with yall? Heres mine(warning its long):

I knew this girl for like a month she used to talk to this dude I used to play ball with and they had been broken up on and off for like months. She went to my High School I was a Senior and she was a sophmore (my first mistake) of course everyone told me I shouldnt be talkin to her because she had a rep of being a slut (shouldve listened) but god damn she was fine, about 5'4 light skinned deep brown eyes good hair tha gurl looked like a model (and she was too!). So anyway we was jus cool at first but ended up hookin up like after a week of us knowing eachother. This started controversy all over Houston, but neither of us really cared it turned into a "us against the world" type of thing. Her people were Tinidian so her mom was old school she usually hate thugs but she loved me. I remember the first time we made love was on my 18th birthday, I dont mean to sound corny when I say "made love" but thats what it was you "fuck" a chick that you really dont care about but you "make love" to someone you have feelings for and intend to be with for a while. She had gotten me into all this modeling shit with her modeling agency and I had a show and a photo shoot (imagine that) there were so many good times before the storm. I remember this one time when we got into a fight and were jus sittin in my dads pathfinder and we had jus gotten into an argument so we were jus sittin there (neither one of us wanted to be mad at the other) and she turned to me and said "lets go to the beach" so we drove to Freeport. When we got there we were having alot of fun on the beach but she wanted to go jump off the peir into the gulf (kids) I didnt let her but agreed to swim under the peir with her. When got over there I was ahead of her and she started screaming "Oh my god somethin jus bit me!" then the water receeded to show that we were in the middle of a maze of these big ass sharp rocks. Now the waves were coming high (I couldnt stand up straight and shes so short) so I carefully picked her up and wlked back to shore (causing me to slice my leg up pretty bad but I didnt even register that until she was ok) I ran back to get the truck and when I pulled up this lady was out there and she was trying to put all this cream and bandages on her but I was feeling like I didnt want anyone to touch her so I took it from the lady and did it myself (see I saved her life imagine that me somebodie's hero:D ) after that she said she wanted to wash the salt out of her leg so i stopped at this Ramada Inn and was like "My fiancee just cut her leg at the beach blah blah blah" u cant rent those rooms by the hour so I agreed to pay for the entire night. so Im in the room and she's in the shower and she calls me into the bathroom so I went by the bathroom door and she snatched me inside (the most meaningful time we had ever made love). On the way back we got lost but it was all good I couldnt think of another place I wanted to be. Since this is gettin long and I could go on for hours about this we ended up breakin up because I found out she was fuckin around with my uncle (Jerry Springer shit right). But I tell you what she is the only girl that I can truly say I loved, alot people use the word love but sometimes dont really know the meaning its like the difference between rap and hip-hop, life's funny........stupid memories funny thing is good memories of her are easy to think of but bad times are becoming harder and harder to remember, this'll prolly sound real stupid...but I miss her. Ok thats enough of me yall turn.
 

soundboy2

ILLIEN
ill o.g.
SUCKER FOR LOVE ASS TRICK!!!


Naw, just tripping, man been thru the same thing.

I was like twenty, slim was 17, Like you said I had heard the rumors she was a lil hoe and she actually had a boyfriend when I met her. I liked her so much I didn;t even try to hit for like 3 months, I never go over a month. Thats my rule. But she gave me so much drama but I couldn;t stop messing around with her. She drop out of school and we just kicked it all day ,everyday. She was sorry as hell, wouldn't cook or clean,or nothing really. I had a soft spot for her cause her mom was an addict and she used to tell me stories of how her mom would leave her in the house for days at a time with no food.And pimp her for crack. Stuff like that made me not want to hurt her cause she would wake up in the middle of the night crying , screaming and shit. So anyway we played house for about 6 months cause her aunt kicked her out cause she was lazy and didn;t wanna go to school., I bought her everything, I spent about a least $500 a week on clothes and whatever she wanted. She was so damn pretty, brown with pretty big eyes and nice ass , everthing on her was pretty,even her toes. She looks very similiar to the girl Tiffany , that host the Bet.com show.
We used to have mad agruements followed by the some good ass sex all the time, becuase I wanted her to get her shit together go back to school and she wanted to have a baby. Finally I said fuck went and bought her young ass a $3500 ring and ask her to marry me. We got married, went to Jamaica, got back and all hell broke loose. I thought she would change since we were married. Wrong! Long story short, we never got it together, seperated for a few months, I got her an apartment and left it at that. But I fiend for her like a drug man, I busted her like 2 times with dudes at the apartment. After 3 or so months, she beg me to get back together, I did and 2 weeks later she told me she was pregnant, I play the perfect man role for 8 monthsI was a proud parent for a week , I got a blood test and the baby wasn;t mine. I left her and never looked back. But I haven;t been serious with a girl since. Never been faithful since eihter.That was 8 years ago and I still love her. Crazy!!!

Thats what made me love that BOBBY DIGITAL SONG "Domestic Violence" on the first album. That was us all the way.
 

Craig Gantt

Microphone Violator
ill o.g.
^^^Hell yeah you alil sucka fa love too huh/ j/k, but damn man thats deep as hell I dont if I could have been as big as you about that (you know jus leavin her alone after trickin you into thinkin the kid was yours, or even lettin her breathe after that) my heart wrenched up when you told me that dog I feel ya though I aint even been married before (Im only 19) but I would imagine i would feel played as hell if that had happened to me dont know what I would do (prolly end up with a life sentence).
 

soundboy2

ILLIEN
ill o.g.
Man , Its a lot more to the story than that. But thats the short version,
Imagine that you think you got a son and a woman you love, The blam! My moma was more devestated than me.
Sad as it sounds, I sometimes wish I never would have got a blood test and just rode it out. Cause she was actually starting to act half way right, and that baby was probally what she needed. I haven't seen her since, The littlest things spark a memory of her. I heard she lives in Hartford, Conn now, probally got two or three more crumb snacthers . Bicth! LOL
 
E

enfinite

Guest
yo life is so ill

yo we really brothers up on this website cause we all come from some crazy different backgrounds and and have different opinions but we all go through the same bullshit and suffer the same so this music is how we get it together in our minds

but yo daaaaaaamn i been there so bad what you wont do for love thats how pac said it damn pac was ill youll be hard pressed to find a problem or situation pac aint rapped about in a deep way cause that song really defines the shit people go through in relationships especially niggas these girls damn they be wildin and thats the ones we lose our heads for but yo im 19 and this is a funny age its like all my lessons as a kid are coming together all at once and im not as emotionally driven now its more mental, truth is my heart is colder. but yea it was last summer and i met this cute little italian girl with a spanish girls body, she killed me from the get but she was hollain at my boy a little so i was just cool with her. tell me she dont switch up on this nigga like a week later and starts to kick it to me slow so im like cool yo i heard this girl was a little slut from every corner but damn what can i do i caught feeling s but not even that serious so we didnt really hook up but we did our thing a lot and talked a lot and said we cared about eachother but she was going through mad shit like living artat this weird group home cause ehr old ass parents who adopted her couldnt handle her and she was depressed but after a while she started to act and i she even ended up fucking 2 of my boys eya crazy right at least i aint get that caught up but yo i got a shorty now and im mad suspect of her right now but ill speak on that later
 
C

Copenhagen

Guest
Damn! These are some crazy stories, I've never heard of girlfriends fucking uncles and addict mums over here, very Jerry Springer. I guess we're too boring here in Denmark...cause stuff like that rarely happens.
I do understand the addict for love and staying with girlfriends even though you know it's fucked up, that's a universal thing and I feel the same "pain".
Btw, "Do 4 Love" is produced by a danish duo... ;)
 

Craig Gantt

Microphone Violator
ill o.g.
^^^Hell ya dog these chicks out here is fuckin crazy but I got all kinds of respect for Soundboy for takin that chick in and yeah dog I feel yah sometimes I jus wish that I had never found out about all the foul shit that was goin on with mine.....been a whole year I thought I wouldve forgotten about her by now but it dont seem to work like that. Whats really fucked up is the one I was with that I shouldve kept (the only good one ever!) I treated her bead and now she hates my guts but i still feel for her though (warning you are about to enter anotha story) I caught up with her a lil while back but she was actin cold towards me (understandable) what I didnt understand is why she even agreed to meet with me if she hated me so much, anyway I saw a bruise on her arm and asked her about it she went on to tell me all this about how her boyfriend be beatin on her and shit so I was fuck that, grabbed my glock and payed that nigga a visit (didnt kill him) she stopped me from pluggin that nigga, the reason why I was so mad is because she's so sweet and i cant see a nigga puttin his hands on her like that...he should loose that hand.:shoot: but hey I guess she must like it to stay in that situation. Her mama still calls me her future son in law and we had broken up like 2 years ago.
 

afriquedeluxe

ILLIEN
ill o.g.
Battle Points: 221
aint fallen in love yet so i wudnt kno wat it can make u do....but hold on i remember i fell in love roun wen i was 12......................with



with makin MUSIC!!!!!!!, lol
 

inrctyhoodmusic

Muzik Militant
ill o.g.
Battle Points: 5
I wonder if it wasn't such a surge of females poping up on illmuzik would this thread even be started..I'm not coming down on you goldy or anyone else but I'm starting to see a hell of a lot of sensitivity here




But what you youngsters(sound boy not included) will find out is It's a learning processI never really been crushed because I seen it happen to too many I've had one relationship that was on some real shit besides the one I'm in now..And the one thing I was told by my father and my brothers was never fight over a girl or do anything stupid over her and never let her get in the way of you making money the right one will come a long one day and remember bitches are like buses you miss on you get on the next

and inconclusion I leave yall with the famous line from John Witherspoon (boomerang)You not supposed to be pussy whooped you supposed to whoop that pussy ...bang bang bang bang
 

Craig Gantt

Microphone Violator
ill o.g.
Maybe I shouldve called this psycho-bitch rehab then lol. But nah loc this thread was brought on by that song I was listenin to not females on the site. Apreciate the game bein kicked to the youth though:D
 
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